Sunday, February 8, 2009

Illness: Week 7

So, I've been sick since Dec. 17th or thereabout. I can't explain it any other way than I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. My chest feels like hell, I'm no better off than I was 6 weeks ago, I've been on 3 antibiotics that I'll assume I'm now immune to, I can now feel fluid in my lungs, my heart is beating at a rapid rate for no apparent reason, and I'm sure the doctor will do next to nothing to resolve this situation when I see him tomorrow. On top of all of that, it seems anytime I get tense or under a lot of stress now, my previously injured foot starts hurting, a slight sweat starts breaking out, and all of the anxiety I felt say back in May starts creeping through my body again. This makes it especially hard because hacking my lungs out has started to really wear me thin which causes the anxiety to occur several times a day. Sweet.

Ironically, this has all occurred when I'm on whole eating healthier, working out, not drinking, taking vitamins, and else wise attempting to lead a healthier lifestyle. Go me.

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